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June 06, 2024: In an effort to keep this page as secret as possible I may never update this page again even if I update the other secret pages. Will this mean broken and un-updated links galore for this page? Only time will tell.

Update 12/01/24: I give up. I'm going to dump any personal memes I like on this page on occasion, though it's still "secret." SHHH.

extremely cartoonish nasir with smiley anime eyes ( ^_^ ), blood from mouth like in east asian olden dramas, silver hair and light brown skin as samurai cat guy protecting antonio with cartoonish anime cheery face, blood from mouth like in east asian olden dramas, with quickly drawn falling black hair and brown skin as a little catextremely cartoonish nasir with smiley anime eyes ( ^_^ ), blood from mouth like in east asian olden dramas, silver hair and light brown skin as samurai cat guy protecting antonio with cartoonish anime cheery face, blood from mouth like in east asian olden dramas, with quickly drawn falling black hair and brown skin as a little cat

Nasir is Antonio's past life! This is brought up here in Antonio's character blog [transcript]! I didn't want the first drawing i did for Nasir to be for a shitpost so I used a quick drawing i did in 2023 for an anime meme that references the anime too much for me to post here.

Truthfully it's an important Nasir and Antonio meme for me. 😺

It's an important theme that Nasir slowly acts as a brother figure to Antonio! I don't want their early interactions in book 2 to be colored too negatively, so having a reminder is good. ☺



A textual meme. Layla with her icon on the right going 'I suffer every day and for what. Girlish whimsy' versus Antonio with his icon on the right going: 'u have something much more sinister going on.' Layla image description: layla has wavy short anime silver hair with slight rainbows, bronze skin, and an amused smile. they wear an emerald shirt, maroon-red tie, and white suit. there's the seashore with clouds behind them. Antonio image description: antonio in the middle with shoulder-length blue hair like waves, red eyes, brown skin and a mysterious smile, wearing a dark blue sleeveless shirt with line-like folds. A textual meme. Layla with her icon on the right going "I suffer every day and for what. Girlish whimsy" versus Antonio with his icon on the right going: "u have something much more sinister going on." Layla image description: layla has wavy short anime silver hair with slight rainbows, bronze skin, and an amused smile. they wear an emerald shirt, maroon-red tie, and white suit. there's the seashore with clouds behind them. Antonio image description: antonio in the middle with shoulder-length blue hair like waves, red eyes, brown skin and a mysterious smile, wearing a dark blue sleeveless shirt with line-like folds.

Based on a scene in the unreleased Blue Horizon book 2 (it's actually messed up).



this meme follows the 'hey everyone. i'm gay' format. antonio's profile icon by the jungle appears and says 'hey everyone. what if i didn't hate alejandro' next is layla's profile icon by the sea. she says 'wow no shit' next is fernando's profile icon by the jungle. he says 'easy, layla. thank you for telling us, antonio. we love you.' older ranvir's profile icon is smiling and looking downward, while his text says 'i just hit someone with my car.' his text and profile is cut completely off in half.this meme follows the "hey everyone. i'm gay" format. antonio's profile icon by the jungle appears and says "hey everyone. what if i didn't hate alejandro" next is layla's profile icon by the sea. she says "wow no shit" next is fernando's profile icon by the jungle. he says "easy, layla. thank you for telling us, antonio. we love you." older ranvir's profile icon is smiling and looking downward, while his text says "i just hit someone with my car." his text and profile is cut completely off in half.

on a discord with the channel 'sauna trio' alejandro's blushing art by antonio, with antonio cut off, is alejandro's icon as he says: how many Alejandros does he knowon a discord with the channel "sauna trio" alejandro's blushing art by antonio, with antonio cut off, is alejandro's icon as he says: how many Alejandros does he know

^ antonio life problems. ^

vague queerphobia tw due to 2000's zeitgeist next:

instead of the usual 'hey everyone. i'm gay' text format, antonio's profile has a text next to it with the superimposition of 'hey DAD. what if i was your very normal son' over 'hey everyone. what if i didn't hate alejandro' and everyone else is blanked out except the cut off ranvir going 'i just hit someone with my car.'instead of the usual "hey everyone. i'm gay" text format, antonio's profile has a text next to it with the superimposition of "hey DAD. what if i was your very normal son" over "hey everyone. what if i didn't hate alejandro" and everyone else is blanked out except the cut off ranvir going "i just hit someone with my car."

this mimics a scene in book 2. i cannot explain all of ranvir's stressors in their society here, so just know it's partly about the 2000's zeitgeist!



armando has a trans flag over her with a gecko with sunglasses sipping choclate milk over white that vagues something ranvir and armando discuss in book 1 and firework explosions all of which is very badly edited together in clip-art methodtired armando has a trans flag transparency over her with a leaf green gecko with sunglasses sipping choclate milk over the white that vagues something ranvir and armando discuss in book 1 and firework explosions all of which is very badly edited together in clip-art method

Celebration for making Armando he/she/they while writing the epic science fantasy book 1. Grigikau Picrew credit here.



the old lady from that one old people reacts show on youtube saying the famous line 'they look like very good friends' with an image of antonio and alejandro art i dropped in july 2024 with the caption 'close up of antonio and alejandro. they're fine. hashtag another sky wip (old code name for blue horizon)' where antonio with red eyes, brown skin and blue hair like waves is blushing subtly at alejandro and drawing him against him and alejandro with light medium brown skin is blushing back with his red eyes turning fuschiathe old lady from that one old people reacts show on youtube saying the famous line 'they look like very good friends' with an image of antonio and alejandro art i dropped in july 2023 with the caption "close up of antonio and alejandro. they're fine. hashtag another sky wip (old code name for blue horizon)" where antonio with red eyes, brown skin and blue hair like waves is blushing subtly at alejandro and drawing him against him and alejandro with light medium brown skin is blushing back with his red eyes turning fuschia

Characters I created in the 2000's will never have problems.

Added 12/01/2024:

the little japanese baby who wipes away tears on the television meme where she's by a neon purple kid's table with two tissue boxes, a water bottle-shaped tea bottles, and a red cartoon mug. except she is wiping away my oc raj from blue horizon's tears. william and raj description: The silver-eyed Raj Rivera is crying while glowing violet-eyed William is trying to comfort him, holding onto his arm while blushing heavily. William has long brown hair that's a little wavy, pale skin, and freckles. He wears an orange shirt with fuchsia v-neck lining and a fuchsia four-pointed star/sparkle on the chest. Raj has silver-white anime hair color and dark brown skin. The tears are noticeable on his face, even though he's smiling, and it spills over onto his black undershirt.the little japanese baby who wipes away tears on the television meme where she's by a neon purple kid's table with two tissue boxes, a water bottle-shaped tea bottles, and a red cartoon mug. except she is wiping away my oc raj from blue horizon's tears. william and raj description: The silver-eyed Raj Rivera is crying while glowing violet-eyed William is trying to comfort him, holding onto his arm while blushing heavily. William has long brown hair that's a little wavy, pale skin, and freckles. He wears an orange shirt with fuchsia v-neck lining and a fuchsia four-pointed star/sparkle on the chest. Raj has silver-white anime hair color and dark brown skin. The tears are noticeable on his face, even though he's smiling, and it spills over onto his black undershirt.